I will always have a part of me that cares. I will have a part of me that wants your arms around me and know that I am safe. My dreams will tell me something else and I’ll have to ignore them and think of something different. But for my health I need to let go and move on. I will be here when you need me and want me. But I don’t want to push any more. I love you and that’s as simple as it gets.
People will change,come and go.. You shouldn’t always be apologizing for everything you do. I make mistake. But don’t you dare mistake that I’m not aware of them. I know what I did, you don’t need to remind me, cause I’ve forgiven myself and moved on. Maybe do once you should try the same.
I’m breaking through something new .. I’ll have what I want in life.. I need to worry about me and make me a better person before I hear about what’s going on with other people.. So leave me be.. New year, new me..already starting..
People change, sometimes people don’t. When two people start to grow apart its because their lives went in different directions. People follow different paths to find themselves. To figure out who they are and who they want to become. So I don’t want to compromise myself for one person. I have my opinions, I’ll have my say. If that doesn’t satisfy you well I’m sorry I’m not suficing to your liking, but this is what it is. This is what it will be. I’m done with having people’s shit drag me down and not go anywhere in their lives. I get that it might be tough to move, that you feel frozen. For me I got sick and tired of it, so I said fuck this. This is not going to control me. This will not control my emotions, my desicions and my life. So I over come the icy thoughts and I’ve moved on. It is possible. You and no one else has to want the change that badly to make it happen. #immovingon
I hate these nights that you feel like shit and you don’t know why? Don’t know what is causing this… you have sooo much to think about and talk about, but there is not really anyone you want to bother.. to call.. Maybe cause you’re too lazy or maybe because you think that they just don’t want to hear.. Now i feel like its just too late and I want to go to bed. Really im just not tired. So I sit here with everything and nothing to think about for someone reason having my temper go up and down..
Trust will eve and flow. It will usually be given easily and when something goes wrong little by little that trust fades away. Communication is key to anything. But trust is the most important foundation to have.
My god, my emotions are everywhere with you.. Time and time again even though you really have no idea what my mind has been putting me through, I will not brig myself to leave. Not yet because I wanna work at something that I know is special that I know I will be able to trust fully sooner or later.. All it comes down to is time. Teaching me that the heart will grow fonder over time and that my patients will be tested a lot.. In the end this will only make me better because ill be able to learn from it.. #not giving up#you are the one I want
Realizing what you deserve from a guy with a little leeway, then going out and giving every guy you meet a chance, respectably ladies, is the best way you will be able to have someone to hold everyday. I do NOT mean going out and looking for that guy, because every single guy is different. You will never know if they are right in front of you or someone you met a while back and are starting to reconnect right now. Don’t settle for someone who is eeh okay, not the greatest and has some qualities that aren’t the best. Don’t think of him as a project cause he isn’t one, he’s a human being. You gotta be with someone who fits you and your personality(if it ever actually and truly comes out). Every single girl and every single guy deserve to be happy with someone who they know will not be a bitch/asshole. That’s when you become immersed into a love that will last you a lifetime of memories.
A little by little will get you by. Sooner or later that little will become bigger and bigger, until you have successfully succeeded in that specific goal. The general population has such low self esteem, but people don’t realize how strong their mind can be. I beg you believe little by little in yourself and you too will realize that there is so much in this world to explore. That you can’t wait to get started..